I’m just sitting here thinking of different ways I could kill myself, and secretly hoping I won’t find the courage to do it.

Love,

Me

The mirror lies, it makes you look better, you hideous beast. Love, Me

Nobody knows the real me.

Love,

Me.

He has a new girlfriend. I still love him, but he has a new girlfriend. He cheated on her with me. This all happened on monday. He told me he still loved me. That he wanted me back. I guess fell for his tricks, I guess the jokes on me……or her.

Love,

Me

Love as it is.

Love,

Me

I still miss him all the fucking time.

I don’t know what’s going on anymore. I don’t know what he’s doing. I just he would be mine already, I don’t know how much longer I can wait. I’m scared of getting hurt. 

Love,

Me

I haven’t been posting, or accepting submitted things. I’ve been grounded!
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You know the story of Atlas? He was the titan   sentenced to hold up the heavens for all of eternity. Lucky for him, Perseus came along and turned Atlas to stone and he became a mountain. Well I’m still waiting to be turned to stone because the heavens are  taking their tole and I’m about to collapse.

Love,

Me

I thought the butterflies went away.